I was only a part-time (special) police officer for my town, but the hazards on the job were just as real for me as they are for anyone else.
I personally know two friends in law enforcement who lost family. One friend was a state trooper and the other, a local detective. Trooper had a brother on city department and his patrol partner killed during a "routine" traffic stop. The detective friend had his niece serve a hitch in the military as a helicopter pilot and, after serving her country, just signed on for a county police department. She was shot and killed responding to a domestic on her very first shift! Both losses, even though decades apart on the timeline, hit very close to home.
The torture surviving relatives have to endure every time the killers came up for parole hearings leaves them no peace for decades after their loss. The pain and suffering, the horrific memories and nightmares continue. Everything gets stirred up and re-lived again and again.
After 20 years of part-time service and reaching my upper 50's, it was no longer worth part-time money for full-time risks. I felt I could not maintain the level of commitment and training required to do the job effectively and safely. It was a very hard decision for me that I struggled with a lot, but I decided to resign last year.
I back the brothers still on the job and appreciate the risky situations they put themselves in everyday. One mistake or unexpected event, at any given moment, can keep them from going home to their families. Now, the potential is even higher than ever.
To any forum members in service to the public that comes with risks... military, law enforcement, corrections, fire, EMS, health care, schools, public works - Thank you all for your service!
Prayers also go out to any forum members with family or friends impacted by any of the mass shootings anytime in recent memory. So many have had a "normal" day just fall apart and had lives changed forever. May God bless you, and keep you strong!