So non truck post...
my build thread soooooo deal with it!
I’ve realized that this year’s twists and turns have hit me harder than I’ve let on to anyone. Especially in the last month with the move and settling into my new temporary place and not fully having my own space. Don’t get me wrong it hasn’t been bad. Not at all. The family that I’m here with have been so sweet and loving. I realized that I need to do more to my space here to make it my own. Cindy was so sweet the week I finished moving in, they were cleaning Christmas decorations out from the garage and she had a small fake tree with some lighting and she offered to let me use it. Now, most of my adult years, I want NOTHING to do with Christmas decorations, or Christmas music, or the holiday in general. I always see my family and always get gifts for everyone, but most of my close friends call me grinch.... lol. I guess I don’t like it because of the usual hecticness of the ski season, I’m always stressed out this time of year because my crazy busy work schedule. And when Cindy asked if I wanted the tree, I decided what the heck why not?! So I brought it in, but it’s been sitting since that day in the box. Which was three weeks ago..... lol
Well tonight I decided it needed to go up. My mom sent a few decorations with me last week that my grammy had sent me over the years and I had always put on the tree when I lived at home, which has now been 8 years since!! Holy crap time flies! She also sent a cute little bear with a Santa hat and playing a saxophone, which of course makes me smile because I play alto saxophone! Anyways, I pulled the little ornaments out and started placing them and plugged the lights in. It’s not finished yet, the top needs new lights as they don’t work, I need a few more ornaments, and I need a something for the top. But I giggled a bit as I sat putting ornaments on and I have earbuds in playing a Christmas playlist on Spotify and thought “wow I’m changing....”
but now my place has a little bit of me and it feels more like home!
All this to say, life is crazy and it changes constantly but take time to appreciate the little things in life!